Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
hmmm. alot of "friends" from high school. There were only a few, but what friends I do/did have I miss seeing and spending time with. I had about 8 or 10 "close" friends in high school, and of all of them, the only ones I still have are Howard, and Anna Lee, and both of them live far away so I really don't get to see them like I wish I could either.
Monday, December 20, 2010
Sunday, December 19, 2010
So far behind!
I blame the holidays! lol That and the fact that Andrew has been sick with some type of stomach virus for the last few days... But I'm going to try and catch up my 30 days of truth....
Day 2: Something you love about yourself.
Something I love about myself.... Hmmm I love the fact that no matter what, I can usually figure out a way to get everything that really needs to be accomplished done. And that after everything I've been through I can still hold my head high and not let the little stuff get to me.
Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Something to forgive myself for.... this one is difficult, because I do my best not to let all my mistakes get me down. Maybe I'll think of something later, and I'll post this then.
Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for.
Something I need to forgive someone for... well, there's really not anyone I need to forgive, because i don't really hold grudges. matter of fact, I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing, well it's got it's food sides and bad sides, but I find it hard to stay upset at anyone for longer than just a few mins. This is good, because I never worry about things that happened in the past, but can be bad in the fact that some people take advantage of it. The only time that I really have a difficult time forgiving anyone is when they do something to my child. Don't you dare do something against my child....
Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life.
Something I hope to do in life... I've already got an associates in early childhood education, an diploma in patient care assisting and as of may of 2011 i'll have an associates in microsoft office paraprofessional, but what I really would like to do is work with kids one on one and help them grow and develop the best they can. My heart particularly reaches out to children with special needs. I've considered being a speech patologist, an occupational therapist, or anything that I would be able to work with children.
Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do.
I hope I never loose one of my children, or my husband. I absolutely hate having to part with Andrew when he leaves to go to Adam's house every other weekend. I'm dreading this weekend whenever he has to leave for a whole week. This will be the longest I've ever had my baby boy gone from me. The only other time that he's been gone more than 2 days is when he was gone for Thanksgiving. He was gone for 4 days, and I was going crazi from missing him so bad. I couldn't imagine haveing him or Meagan or Brodie being gone forever. I think I would loose it. As for Shawn, I dread the day he has to be deployed. I never want to have to loose him. The longest I've been away from him since we started dating was 3 months. He went to some training, and I was literally going crazi from missing him. I could never imagine having him gone forever either. I don't know how Shawn is able to deal with the death of Debbie.
Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Andrew- my precious baby boy. He made my life complete. I hid my pregnancy for the first 7 months, but after he arrived, it only made me try that much harder to better myself for him so that I could made the money I needed to to support us. In addition to Andrew, my wonderful fiancee Shawn makes life worth living for. He made me see that I am worth spending the time and the money that he spends on me. Before Shawn every other guy I dated treated me like dirt, and never acted like I was worth the time they spent on me. I thank God for every day that the Lord blesses me to have him in my life. I dnn't know what I would do without him I dread the day he has to be deployed, and unfortunately as of right now he is schedualed to be deployed only a week and a half after we get marriend.....
Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like sh*t.
All of my past boyfriends. None of them really treated me the way I should have been, and all made my self esteem drop lower and lower. Also alot of guys from high school. I wasn't the prettiest girl in school and all of them made sure I knew it. Of all the guys in high school, only one was good to me, and that was Howard, and to this day he is still one of my best friends. He's to be in my wedding come April. But as I've mentioned before, I don't hold grudges, so ALL of these guys have already been forgiven for the pain and strife they've put me through.
Day 2: Something you love about yourself.
Something I love about myself.... Hmmm I love the fact that no matter what, I can usually figure out a way to get everything that really needs to be accomplished done. And that after everything I've been through I can still hold my head high and not let the little stuff get to me.
Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Something to forgive myself for.... this one is difficult, because I do my best not to let all my mistakes get me down. Maybe I'll think of something later, and I'll post this then.
Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for.
Something I need to forgive someone for... well, there's really not anyone I need to forgive, because i don't really hold grudges. matter of fact, I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing, well it's got it's food sides and bad sides, but I find it hard to stay upset at anyone for longer than just a few mins. This is good, because I never worry about things that happened in the past, but can be bad in the fact that some people take advantage of it. The only time that I really have a difficult time forgiving anyone is when they do something to my child. Don't you dare do something against my child....
Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life.
Something I hope to do in life... I've already got an associates in early childhood education, an diploma in patient care assisting and as of may of 2011 i'll have an associates in microsoft office paraprofessional, but what I really would like to do is work with kids one on one and help them grow and develop the best they can. My heart particularly reaches out to children with special needs. I've considered being a speech patologist, an occupational therapist, or anything that I would be able to work with children.
Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do.
I hope I never loose one of my children, or my husband. I absolutely hate having to part with Andrew when he leaves to go to Adam's house every other weekend. I'm dreading this weekend whenever he has to leave for a whole week. This will be the longest I've ever had my baby boy gone from me. The only other time that he's been gone more than 2 days is when he was gone for Thanksgiving. He was gone for 4 days, and I was going crazi from missing him so bad. I couldn't imagine haveing him or Meagan or Brodie being gone forever. I think I would loose it. As for Shawn, I dread the day he has to be deployed. I never want to have to loose him. The longest I've been away from him since we started dating was 3 months. He went to some training, and I was literally going crazi from missing him. I could never imagine having him gone forever either. I don't know how Shawn is able to deal with the death of Debbie.
Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Andrew- my precious baby boy. He made my life complete. I hid my pregnancy for the first 7 months, but after he arrived, it only made me try that much harder to better myself for him so that I could made the money I needed to to support us. In addition to Andrew, my wonderful fiancee Shawn makes life worth living for. He made me see that I am worth spending the time and the money that he spends on me. Before Shawn every other guy I dated treated me like dirt, and never acted like I was worth the time they spent on me. I thank God for every day that the Lord blesses me to have him in my life. I dnn't know what I would do without him I dread the day he has to be deployed, and unfortunately as of right now he is schedualed to be deployed only a week and a half after we get marriend.....
Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like sh*t.
All of my past boyfriends. None of them really treated me the way I should have been, and all made my self esteem drop lower and lower. Also alot of guys from high school. I wasn't the prettiest girl in school and all of them made sure I knew it. Of all the guys in high school, only one was good to me, and that was Howard, and to this day he is still one of my best friends. He's to be in my wedding come April. But as I've mentioned before, I don't hold grudges, so ALL of these guys have already been forgiven for the pain and strife they've put me through.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Day 1
So here I go, Starting my 30 days of truth! lol I'm sitting here at Shawn's listening to him play guitar in the background as my 3 babies are sleeping upstairs. Loving every minute of it! Here shortly we will get the kids woke up so we can head off to church for tonight's Christmas Cantata. Then home to finish the MASSIVE amount of homework I have to do before Tuesday. Anyways, here's day 1.
Day 1: Something you hate about yourself.
Well for starters, one of the biggest things I (dislike) about myself is the fact that I constantly put things off till the last minute to do stuff. For example, I've known for about a week and a half about the 20 chapters of homework I needed to have done before Tuesday, and yet, tonight when I get started on my homework again, I'll be starting with chapter 7. The worst part is the fact that each chapter's work takes about an hour to do. I always start off with the good intentions of getting things done early, but then it always seems that things come up, or I get sidetracked somewhere along the way.
So there we have it, Day 1 of my 30 days of truth. I'm going to try to stick to this blogging thing. It's actually quite relaxing! lol <3
Day 1: Something you hate about yourself.
Well for starters, one of the biggest things I (dislike) about myself is the fact that I constantly put things off till the last minute to do stuff. For example, I've known for about a week and a half about the 20 chapters of homework I needed to have done before Tuesday, and yet, tonight when I get started on my homework again, I'll be starting with chapter 7. The worst part is the fact that each chapter's work takes about an hour to do. I always start off with the good intentions of getting things done early, but then it always seems that things come up, or I get sidetracked somewhere along the way.
So there we have it, Day 1 of my 30 days of truth. I'm going to try to stick to this blogging thing. It's actually quite relaxing! lol <3
Thursday, December 9, 2010
So.... Now I'm a blogger..... Maybe?
I've never done a blog before, so I figured I'd start now. That and this is now the only way I have to keep up with my friend Miriam, who I treasure very near and dear to my heart. <3 you girl. But I figure I may as well start a blog, because seeing as to the fact that I am engaged to be married on April 23, 2011, and will become an ARMY wife, I know I will be on the move alot, and a blog is a good way for other people to keep up with you. So never having done a blog before, I'm stealing an idea from you Miriam, and I'm going to start off my blogging by doing the thirty days of truth thing that I have seen on your page. It seems that by the end of the thirty days I will learn alot about myself, and others will be able to learn alot about me as well. The list of what will be blogged about is below. I will probably do some additional "blogging" as well, but at minimum I will at least do these. Day 1 of blogging here I come!
30 Days of Truth
Day 1: Something you hate about yourself. Day 2: Something you love about yourself. Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for. Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for. Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life. Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do. Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for. Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like sh*t. Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted. Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know. Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on. Day 12: Something you never get compliments on. Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough days. (write a letter.) Day 14: A hero that has let you down. (letter) Day 15: Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it. Day 16: Someone or something you definitely could live without. Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something. Day 18: Your views on gay marriage. Day 19: What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics? Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol. Day 21: (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do? Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life. Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life. Day 24: Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter) Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today. Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why? Day 27: What’s the best thing going for you right now? Day 28: What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do? Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why. Day 30: A letter to yourself: tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.
30 Days of Truth
Day 1: Something you hate about yourself. Day 2: Something you love about yourself. Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for. Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for. Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life. Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do. Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for. Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like sh*t. Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted. Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know. Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on. Day 12: Something you never get compliments on. Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough days. (write a letter.) Day 14: A hero that has let you down. (letter) Day 15: Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it. Day 16: Someone or something you definitely could live without. Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something. Day 18: Your views on gay marriage. Day 19: What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics? Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol. Day 21: (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do? Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life. Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life. Day 24: Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter) Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today. Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why? Day 27: What’s the best thing going for you right now? Day 28: What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do? Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why. Day 30: A letter to yourself: tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.
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